These past two days have been somehow blended into each other. Majority of Thursday was spent studying for EOH. I am actually very frightened, I NEED AN "A" because i like A's. The weather is also very muggy and I am so worried that the internet will fail on me somehow. To top it off, the National weather service is reporting that there may be increased storm activity above Belize today and tomorrow (Friday). WHY???
Now im wishing that I took the exam earlier today but i didn't feel prepared. Debby and Elizabeth keep telling me I will be okay but we will see, I hate to feel calm and then get shocked into reality while taking the exam. A person can never be too prepared for anything especially an exam.
Friday morning was muggy, the girls have decided to do something fun today while I go to the UB library and take my exam. upon reaching I emailed the Dean of nursing alerting her to my location in case I was needed and we agreed that internet communication would be the best solution especially with the weather outside. It has been especially cool and I think it is because of the coming rains. i just hope the rains do not occur while im taking my exam. I have also informed Carmen the librarian that I will be taking an exam and she thinks its amazing that i could do it online. i guess they don't have online examinations here at UB.
I took my exam. Guess what? i think will get a "B", Why? Well I failed to realize that i had 2.5hrs to take the exam and took the exam in 1hr and 59 minutes because I thought I only had 2hrs to take the exam. To top it off, my internet would slow down during the exam and there were many times I thought i would go crazy and start crying. I Im-ed my sister and she said i should stop worrying and that I probably did fine and will not fail, but I hate getting a B on something that I have worked so hard for. I cant even see my grade because the class average has to be calculated before hand. FML!!!
I'm freaking out. I don't want a "B" and i feel like i got a "B". After being super worried for a while i decided to start working on my other class project and was able to finish and upload it within the hour, but my stomach still is churning from the exam and I wish i could get some indication that i am okay and that i didn't fail. The only good that came out of this was that the internet didn't fail on me and that G-d held back the rain and psycho weather from lashing out on me and my poor internet connection. Thank you G-d.
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